I am so pissed off right now. So I do this eye therapy shit cuz I have a lazy eye. I can see fine but I want to look pretty. (even though my lazy eye makes me feel special, whatever I’m kinda forced to go) I take it every Wednesday, and after my eighth session (eighth week), I have to have a progress, so basically it tests how much I’ve improved within two months. It takes an hour because the fucking doctor wants to talk to me for like an hour and a half. I like the eye therapists, but the receptionist & the doctor are annoying as fuck. I’ve been using contacts for I’d say all of 2012, and all they do is make shit blurrier. They’re supposed to help my eyes straighten. I’d rather have fucking glasses, then I could act like a sexy librarian & annoy the hell out of my family. THE DOCTOR NEVER SHUTS THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!! he’s all like so how have your eyes been & I’m just sitting there like I WANNNA GO HOMEEE!!!!! I don’t even care anymore about how fucking ugly my eyes look, God made me this way to overcome the challenges life can throw at me & I’m beautiful in every single fucking way & I’m fuckin’ perfect. I have like 8 minutes left. I just want to enjoy my summer, take thousands of naps but no. I just want to leave this eye therapy shit. I don’t want to look like a copy. I was born an original. If my eye is fucked up my eye is fucked up. I’m not fucked up on the inside, and the inside, is what really counts, right? wrong. I apparently have to perfect inside and out. But I’m not. take me as I am. I feel like crying my eyes out right now. I don’t know why I’m starting to get so emotional. I just want to Now I have five minutes. I can;t end this any simpler. I have to go.
